Why Am I Not Allowed Happiness? (feat. Hatsune Miku)

The world can burn The world is hell When is my turn To be under the spell? Keep me awake So I can see Why I can't be The word "happy"? I lie in bed Crying for death Is it a curse My constant dread? Why does it hurt? Why can't I scream? Why is it always More painful than it seems? Why am I not allowed To just scream and shout? Why am I not allowed Happiness? Why am I not allowed Happiness? When the rain falls I am relaxed If I could be Happy at last Would life be perfect? Would it be worth it? Would I still cry? Would there be no pain? Why am I not allowed Happiness? Why am I not allowed Happiness? Why am I not allowed Happiness? Why am I not allowed Happiness? Why am I not allowed Happiness?