Courage

I don't ever wanna feel nervous So I'm sippin on the gin with the bourbon This life is a war I need courage Yeah I'm an extraordinary person Livin well, I'm never one to kiss and tell but what the hell Karma is the bitch that put me in a spell Told me that I gotta sell my soul if I wanna go if I wanna leave got me beggin on my knees please Let me Believe in the dreams that I see when I go to sleep pray to the lord for my soul to keep Like a shepherd to a sheep Ima severe all the creeps I bring pressure to the streets You can't measure my physique no Sittin at home, play on my phone, me and the liquor be sittin alone Me and the henny be gettin along, me And my people be hittin the bong What did I do to deserve this, thinking Is all of it worth it This shit is Makin me nervous. thank god for his service He done gave me a purpose, put together all the Verses Keep It hot like a thermos, clown rappers are worthless Made the rap game a circus, Time has Come for me To murk it When I'm shooting hit the surface I don't ever wanna feel nervous So I'm sippin on the gin with the bourbon This life is a war I need courage Yeah I'm an extraordinary person And every time I was hurtin Sippin on that liquor my throat it was burning A better life's what I'm searchin Every single second I was hustlin and workin Waitin for that income to come in Listening to the rap I'm gettin tired of the mumbling Don't mean no Disrespect I know that you was also struggling But just cause you going mainstream doesn't mean you sayin somethin Get in the booth, spittin the truth, lettin it loose Tyin a noose, making a move, somethin to prove, nothing to lose Where do I go, what do I do how do I know Who i should choose pickin a flow takin a life Music is mine make it my wife Takin a sip of the medicine, I'm a different type of specimen New rappers too feminine, tryna act all Elegant, leave yo asses trembling Cannot reach my element, I am too intelligent, y'all are too irrelevant Tired of comparisons, with the way I rap to eminem He the leadin soldier I'm just folllowin his regiment He the rap god In the game I'm just stayin in my lane keepin up with his testaments I don't ever wanna feel nervous So I'm sippin on the gin with the bourbon This life is a war I need courage Yeah I'm an extraordinary person And every time I was hurtin Sippin on that liquor my throat it was burning A better life's what I'm searchin Every single second I was hustlin and workin Anxiety's a beast that lives deep within my soul It feels like I'm driving but I'm losin all control I don't know who to look to and I don't know where to go So I sit back and stare at the end of 44 And I don't wanna fuckin blow my brains out So I'm pullin on the reefer just to bring the pain down Put a ring on life and cheated on her ass with karma Hungry for the win peelin skin Jeffery Dahmer This was no coincidence, I was way too vigilant Money and the music had me feelin too ambivalent Such adolescent innocence had to move more more militant Got no time for ignorance it doesn't make a difference The way I move or the way I flow, cause everything I've done so far has been set in stone Like a new age Moses, know this, keep your friends close and your enemies the closest I don't ever wanna feel nervous So I'm sippin on the gin with the bourbon This life is a war I need courage Yeah I'm an extraordinary person And every time I was hurtin Sippin on that liquor my throat it was burning A better life's what I'm searchin Every single second I was hustlin and workin