SICK!

After dark, it's when I'm telling you to pull your body closer I'm an afterthought No wonder why you left me cold on your right shoulder You really bought the lies that people were telling you I can't help I caught You sneaking around what'd you think I'd do? And it had me distraught, the hell you think I'd be playing for? A brand new record for a bitch that I can't ignore I used to think I could cope without anything but instead in my dreams I'm letting this really get to me I could see but now blind, it's really fogging up my mind I can't help but cry, every path I see I always die I'm so sick of living like this I'm cant sleep, I don't wanna die yet If i fall, can I use you as a net I just don't wanna have to imagine it Im running around, with my mind up in side a blender It hit after 9, my mindset is really very tender Let me go get a drink, instead it turns into 30 why did i think, that wasnt gonna do me dirty Even though i keep on keep on messin up I just need to smile for the worth of it I'll be drivin down north an contemplating what just ive done I need to face this problem and just constant run Im so sick of living like this I cant sleep, I dont wanna die yet If I fall can I use you as a net I just don't wanna have to imagine it