Starting to Break

Why am I feeling this way? I don't know how much more I can take This is starting to just get to me I think that I might starting to break Space, wanting to fly away I need some grace, I cannot help but pray My thoughts are moving in every direction I talk to my friends but do they really get it? I don't know Wanting to fly away Im so sick of not feeling good enough Falling over obstacles and I can't seem to get up I hate cycling back to a side of me The good one the bad one i don't know what i want yet Why am I feeling this way? I don't know how much more i can take This is starting to just get to me I think that i might starting to break My room, my walls My tears rolling down my face, they left stains on my shirt I don't know, what to do I lay and I lay My bed has become a place of hallucination I don't know what to do I can't seem to figure it out What do I build my foundation on? What do I put my trust in, here from? I don't know where to look It feels like I am stuck, I'm paralysed Don't take this from me I just can't let go of it God, don't take this from me I just want to hold onto it Don't take this from me I just cant let go of it God, don't take this from me I just want to hold on but Im so sick of not feeling good enough Falling over obstacles and I can't seem to get up I hate cycling back to a side of me The good one the bad one i don't know what I want Why am I feeling this way? I don't know how much more i can take This is starting to just get to me I think that I might starting to break (Break) (Break) (Break)