Toxic

This life is gettin so toxic, I'm gettin carsick don't know how to stop it And to be honest Your honor I'm lost and I feel like I'm trapped like a motherfuckin hostage My studios the holy land, my music is the Bible And everyone I followed then have now become my rivals I guess that that's the reason that I never worshiped idols I'm like hova at His best got you drownin in my tidal I never planned to be a renegade all I ever wanted was to sit back and celebrate Never Delegate my trust to someone that I don't know Never hesitate to hide my love, that's just something that I won't show Whoah They callin me a heartless monster, sayin I don't belong on that artist roster But I don't pay it no mind Yeah I stay on my grind Life is a mountain I climb Born one of a kind yeah And you ain't never gon' phase me I thank my momma for the way that she raised me I been payin bills my whole entire life So how the f*ck did you think that you ever gon Change me There's too much stress up in my life for me to quit smokin Thats shits my only fix for When my body feels broken Hard to believe that everything was a lie Then its, harder to leave got me questioning why this This life is gettin so toxic, I'm gettin carsick don't know how to stop it And to be honest Your honor I'm lost and I feel like I'm trapped like a motherfuckin hostage Take me away from this ugly life, payin the rent on time is becomin a monthly fight this Lovely night Is gettin worse by the second, pray to the lord that when I go, that I die a Legend yeah Fake people make me sick to my stomach I didn't ever need your love and never did I want it You make me wanna vomit Society's pullin all the strings to your actions and your ass is the puppet Y'all are actin so phony, tellin me you love me, that you wanna get to know me How the F*ck you sayin that, you never knew the old me I used to be a stranger, now you callin me your homie I must be runnin out of patience Hungry for success I got million dollar cravings Yeah, I'm always dreaming of vacations Somewhere far away out in tropical locations Life's a game, yeah it's something like a story I ain't in for the fame I ain't in it for the glory I ain't in it for the chains I ain't in for that fake shit I'm in it for the pain Just praying to live amazing This life is gettin so toxic, I'm gettin carsick don't know how to stop it And to be honest Your honor I'm lost and I feel like I'm trapped like a motherfuckin hostage