Pouring Out My Heart, Pt. 1

I'm out here pouring out my heart Been going through a lot man where do I even start Okay , fake niggas out here tryna play the game If you in for the fame then you will not make it far Copped a session had to talk about some real shit Spent a band but imma make it back real quick Moving funny putting lies behind my name When you come from where I came they totting flags but they don't bang Single mother households Out here grinding gotta get it on your own Precious baby know you gotta hold on You gone have the greatest story ever told Living life like a movie You live for the clout , you get treated like a groupie I don't worry how the next nigga move cause imma do me Keep moving how you moving lil baby and you gone lose me Damn we lost Kobe this year We lost another black hero this year Uh , that was my idol Never played ball , too busy tryna get higher than the Eiffel We can f*ck with no strings attached Tried falling in love but it threw me right back Like , how could you play me We was getting married thought you was gone have my babies But f*ck it I'm on my 96 bull shit Just when they thought that I was finish had to come back with some more shit That broke shit no I can't relate Watching out for snakes they like to eat what's on your plate Yeah , He had to kill him Took him out his misery the 30 had to heal him My pops told me son I'm locked up but not forever I said when you get out everything gone be better I pray for better days but they only getting worse I came a long way from snatching coins out a purse My grandma whoop my ass if I cut up in the church Thinking back on life I laugh but as kid man it hurt My pastor who's my aunt please keep on praying for me I know the devil tryna take it from me Mixing potions tryna give it to me Had to spit it out because it's always tasting funny Grandma I miss you It's times like this when I really really need you I know you in a better place Pouring out my heart but I think it's best I take a break