It's Whatevers

Depression to me, is like having the world at my feet a universe of possibilities, collection's complete. But I'll just sit in silence, stare at nothing battery on deplete, so many hurdles in my path, and this ache runs through my feet. And then I feel that itch to give up and just slump back in my seat I gotta be somewhere beneath this history of disbelief. Not that I'm just undeserving, cause I've been serving this heat and rain and snow I show up though, my flow is colder than the sleet. But I just rant alone to no one, cause all my friends busy, they ghost me like my house is haunted reclusivity is why I live so baked they flake more than a fucking pastry. And all these flakes are plaguing Jake these plans he tries real hard to make, but waking up to texts from fucks saying hey man, a rain check I'll take. Don't try too hard to cash, it's gonna bounce my time is not at stake. But hey, it's whatevers It's whatevers Hey, it's whatevers It's whatevers It's whatevers It's whatevers Hey, it's whatevers It's whatevers About-facing all these fake friends that just turn them into haters, should've listened to the real ones, but instead said see ya later. Up and rooted in the mountains just to keep me elevated since then I've been claiming capital like I was just instated. Had to start myself again and cast a brand new net of friends became a goof with how I threw and fell into a trap of hens. Never made it work, the way their brains are wired shirked any sense of responsibility visibility was murked. And what they did to me, near criminal it left me oh so cynical try hard to move on, but thoughts reap Kon like they were made cyclical. Exes I regret should've vetted the bitches, yet I just fell for it I was brain dead like bread, but now I'm toasted. Buttered up at every turn I bow out, attitude more stern. Wanted something real, and now I never can discern. I was bleeding in the water, one came right after another, an attack that sent me back over a decade and some quarters. But I washed up here ashore I will take to sea nevermore finally reached a beach, I'm at peace and peaced out no more allure. so hey its whatevers It's whatevers Hey, it's whatevers It's whatevers It's whatevers It's whatevers Hey, it's whatevers It's whatevers So I know this road I'm on will leave me mostly on my own, and I miss the guys, but that shit flies with old me new me heart of stone. try to reach out to me though, I'll always keep the same old phone so I can look and laugh and hang up bang up job that bridge is gone. Left those thoughts for months of loss the bandage toss and loss of gauze, motivated my new cause I'm seeing red, no time to pause. Was lost in thoughts and friend boycotts, wake up calls that rot my thoughts, came to do two things, but out of milk like I was Maurice Moss. Won't shed a tear for all my peers they're never here to have a beer, for fear their ears right here get speared steer clear this hear the gears of weird. Come with something convoluted that the dude is engineered, he cleared the level, beat the devil, Sam Malone, I'm bringing cheers. Dear maybe you'll get that concept ear to ear sometime next year, but right now it's too late the ticket line starts way back at the rear. My only focus seems so bogus, hated writing all this time, I'll keep on trying to escape till Jake retires beer and lime. Till then, it's whatevers It's whatevers hey It's whatevers It's whatevers Hey It's whatevers It's whatevers its whatevers its whatevers