Lost (In My Mind) (feat. OCD Kupid)

Seems like I am lost so deep in my mind Seems like I'm falling forever, forever in time Thought your loving couldn't break me Guess I'm just a fool Cuz I try so hard, and I still love you Guess we're breaking all the rules In this game of life In this game of life In this game of life Guess we're breaking all the rules We're drowning deep now in the blood, sweat, and tears Shed by us both throughout the last couple of years Driven and perpetuated only by our fears But we're still here, both stronger and elevated Wiser and educated, so why not dedicated How can I put this simply I need to have you next to me Inside of me, just like the fucking air I breathe I know sometimes I act a little crazily But honestly it's scaring me The pressure in my chest has got it so that I can barely breathe The thought of losing you is just too much to bear for me A complete and utter tragedy An absolute catastrophe And I can't stand the fact that I'm to blame for this depravity I'm floating through my headspace like I got no sense of gravity A psychonaut who's lost his tether to his own reality And I just wanna be free from this dream it seems it has to be Cuz I'm too fuckin tired of this hell it's just too hot for me Seems like I am lost so deep in my mind Seems like I'm falling forever, forever in time Thought your loving couldn't break me Guess I'm just a fool Cuz I try so hard, and I still love you Guess we're breaking all the rules In this game of life In this game of life In this game of life Guess we're breaking all the rules I overthink It comes off bad, like I'm mad, but I'm not Can't do a thing Without you by my side When you left it felt like I'd died My heart stopped Oh my god, this feels so damn criminal I gave you my all at the minimum I don't know who you found, but get rid of him Cuz the demons I my head are telling me I'll end up killing him I can't sleep at night Why do you put up a fight I don't think that this feels right Feels like I'm dying inside Seems like I am lost so deep in my mind Seems like I'm falling forever, forever in time Thought your loving couldn't break me Guess I'm just a fool Cuz I try so hard, and I still love you Guess we're breaking all the rules In this game of life In this game of life In this game of life Guess we're breaking all the rules