I Don't Listen to Love Songs

I want a different kind of love A love that's something real yet I feel That that's a Hopeless endeavor But they say never say never That I am meant for much better Meanwhile, I'm just getting worse Getting hurt by this verse Like a curse, bring the hearse I wanna feel that feeling That you see on big screens Wedding rings, choir sings Sadly that lie that they keep on Feeding to the youth isn't true Life is never just about you Princesses dressed in diamond shoes Keep that shit I'm not amused I don't listen to love songs Believe it or not They keep me wishing for someone That I don't got I'm not a cynic I love love I hope it's true That theres' a girl in this world That will love me too My memories full of damage Create a fear that I can't manage I'm quite a dedicated man of conviction Jaded by fiction that keeps ticking me off Piss off you liars Keep on talking to your pacifiers That you get with just to forget All of the shit you put me through for the hell of it Will I ever recover From all these memories of the fake lovers All of the casual, laughable, animalistic love I'm addicted, I've been nitpicking myself Picking old books off the shelf Full of regret, this is hell Thought you knew I was unwell I don't listen to love songs Believe it or not They keep me wishing for someone That I don't got I'm not a cynic I love love I hope it's true That theres' a girl in this world That will love me too I've been making some love songs Believe it or not Cause I've been wishing for someone That I don't got I'm not a cynic I love love Can't help how I feel Can someone show me That love is real