On Me Part: 2

No matter the problems I'm faced with you know I'm ball yea Oh yeah on me You may looking at me different but trust me my senses is all there I swear on me It took me some time just build it I didn't get help from no where No where on me I been fighting these demons my armor took me straight through hell Been through that pressure I'm use to the feeling She always be asking where is my feelings Idk I'm just not into pretending My mind is somewhere else I be thinking about business I'm sick of this losing I need me some winning Let me start over a different beginning That shit was just practice that shit was a scrimmage I'm testing the waters to feel out the deep End For when I see jester I know how to tweak em Got lost in the sauce when she tasted my seaman It's something bout J-5 you wouldn't believe it The same ones that said I wouldn't achieve it Same ones who didn't helped when I really need it I try talking to God I don't think hear me My enemies talk but I know that they fear me Got shade in they eyes they can't seeing any clearly It's on me to answer every question like Siri These niggas be close but theses niggas ain't near me To get out them shackles that shit was a battle Like Legion of boom the Defense of Seattle Plenty of snakes you can see how they rattle Moving in Flocks like herd of some cattle A nigga be good man My bullets can travel Fucking with me you can slip and get trampled I'm really not violent I just got a switch You Press the wrong button a Nigga can glitch I been wanna scratch but I just let it itch I really got patients but it's getting thin The hate be so clear like a bottle of gin If I say you my brother you my brother till the end Don't know how to act man I cannot pretend If it wasn't for LoLo I'll prolly be dead Them prays kept me safe put oil on head That shit use to cover me I ain't gonna lie Now that you gone I got pain in eyes I ain't chump I was built to survive If my number get called you know that I'm gonna slide I will never back down from no nigga not I