All Out (feat. Jessee Mellor Davis)

When I close my eyes I can't seem to sleep I've only been down twice in the past two weeks I'm ghosted I'm ghosting I'm open and I'm closing I'm okay Wait The world's so loud and the light never ends Until it spreads to my soul and the darkness descends The world just seems so bright through the blinds to my mind That the thought of you makes it dark and silent in side But I'm not gonna lose you Or the thought and the feeling that life doesn't batter and bruise too I'm scared for the life of my that the life of you is limited But I get I'm wrong cos it's infinite And now I see it cos it's all out in the open Of all the things I thought were fixed Turns out they're old and broken Come with me and bury all the things we want to hide I know I asked you But you could never pull me off that ride It's all a mess I can feel it in waves now burning up through my chest I feel so shit alone all the time it makes me weak But I'm not alone I suppose only when I sleep I can't believe this is happening to me again All along I guess it matters to me that you're my friend I said I'd be there for you until the end Do you need me now? Do you need me now? Look at this is it irrelevant All those times we looked so elegant All those times we couldn't care less And through the night we didn't scream less Parasitic paralytic waves of pure anxiety Swallowing my future and it's changing how I manage this Fucking up the chances and the patience that you're giving me I swear it's gonna be great you've got to wait and see And now I see it cos it's all out in the open Of all the things I thought were fixed Turns out they're old and broken Come with me and bury all the things we want to hide I know I asked you But you could never pull me off that ride And all the times I thought that I was lost without you And all the times that you weren't there I wished that I'd have called you You light me up you let me down I hit the roof you're on the ground Let's buckle up cos I'm gonna take you on another ride