as of 34 (live)

I'll be 34 years old when this song gets played I'm still tryna take hold of the plans I've made People say I'm bold for the ways I'm paid But they don't see below the fold in the page Like how my family only ever sees The worst side of me Ain't because I try to hide any part of me I for sure don't put my worst foot forward Intentionally I'm trying to be myself Cause I don't wanna be anyone but me But it's taking me so long Yeah it's taking me so long I don't wanna be anyone but me Yeah it's taking me so long Sorry it's taking me so long I was 22 years old when I found my brain It was stuck beneath the muck of What a schmuck I'd been You came wading through the water It must have been insane Slipping past the bodies of all The demons being slain Like how my family only ever saw The worst side of me Ain't because I liked to fight or be hard to please I for sure don't put my worst foot forward Intentionally I was just tryna be myself I don't wanna be anyone but me But it's taking me so long Yeah it's taking me so long I don't wanna be anyone but me Yeah it's taking me so long Sorry it's taking me so long I'll be 34 years old when this song gets played I'm still tryna take hold of the plans I've made People say I'm bold for the ways I'm paid But they don't see below the fold in the page Like how my family only ever sees The worst side of me Ain't because I try to hide any part of me I for sure don't like to show up So contemptuously I'm trying to be myself I don't wanna be anyone but me But it's taking me so long, Yeah it's taking me so long I don't wanna be anyone but me Yeah it's taking me so long, Sorry it's taking me so long I don't wanna be anyone but me Sorry it's taking me so long Sorry it's taken me so long I don't wanna be anyone but me Sorry it's taken me so long Sorry it's taken me so long I don't wanna be anyone but me But it's taken me so long Sorry it's taken me so long I don't wanna be anyone but me Yeah it's taken me so long Sorry it's taken me so long