envy

Aight, yeah (Lost inside my head but I'm stuck in a dream) (The world is on fire and it ain't what it seems) Lost in my head but I'm stuck in a dream I know the world is on fire and it ain't what it seems Man these motherfuckers tripping, and I ain't talking Eem Tryna get a new position but you're still on the team (yeah) I see the jealousy, these boys they start to envy me My energy is heavenly, serenity in melodies I got some cool memories, generally show empathy Said you wanna be like me but I cannot have ten of me Tendency to leave you breathlessly and there's some chemistry With me and uh, the microphone, I'm spitting till' I'm seventy Allegedly a penalty on me because I'm steadily Chasing what my mind creates and I do it successfully Said you wanna be where I am right now Well you can take some inspiration but this my sound And I ain't even broke the surface but my family proud And I'm a human like you so you better pipe down boy (Oh my god, I love your style, where'd you get your rings?) Bae you saw me on the stage after ending our fling (Oh you got a new girl, bet she ain't as cute as me) You're tripping love, I can see your head is full of jealousy Missed your chance, now you tryna change the narrative It's embarrassing, I don't hold no envy in my heart Cause my idols used to be like me, scared and at the start But the only way to make it is to live inside your art Yeah I know you want a flame but love you gotta make a spark And I know that you're afraid of what they think of who you are Do you realize that some people aren't meant to be a star And they don't understand the reasons why you feel the need to part Obsession with the blessings but it turns to a depression Cause you're wishing that you're first when you could only come in second You ain't making it to heaven cause you need to learn a lesson Are you jealous or just insecure? That really is the question I see people in my comments telling me I'll never make it And my homies ain't so confident I think that they're debating What's the point of painting pictures and the sounds that I've created This is more then just the music this is how I get sedated But again I say the word, all I see's a bunch of jealousy Not because my paintings, photos, style or my melodies All because I got the passion, live inside serenity All because I stay myself unapologetically See a lot of people act like something they're not I think they're stuck in a box, and they're just waiting to rot But you could flip a switch, turn a head Never listen what they said Do what makes you happiest and all your fears will go to bed