lust

Am I forgiven? Am I at my limit? Am I a sinner? Am I really dreaming? Am I who I think I could be? What have I become? Am I really different? Has my morality won? This new age doesn't realize love is sacred Doesn't want a story but still tryna flip the pages Doesn't want a future but still wants the entertainment One side wins while the other has to fake it Cause how can you give all your time, money, energy To something that is temporary And lacking all the intimacy And leave me in the dust, lacking trust, times are rough I've been looking for a lover but all I can find is lust (You aren't who I came to see) (You aren't who you claim to be) Can I fix the damage he has left on your mind? I feel disconnected from you, we live two different lives I only see you through a screen or when the stars try to shine Is this a possibility or am I wasting my time? Cause when I see you on the scene, it's like a dream, with the team Am I over analyzing is this really what it seems? And I don't know if you could handle all my insecurities And I don't know if you are cut out for the scary life I lead And I don't know if this is really how I want this shit to go You wanna stay at home, be alone, never picking up the phone Will I see you at the show? Will your eyes start to glow? Oh man, I'm getting stuck inside my head again I don't wanna f*ck up what we got My minds been infected, I hope you aren't affected Can you handle me? I would really hate if I was weighing you down I just wanna see you fly even if I'm not around I don't have a castle, they have taken my crown I'd hate to be the reason that you go outside with a frown I've had my fair share of lessons that's learnt A lot of girls like to leave the boy hurt And I hope that don't translate to what we could be Is this really real? Or is it just me?