Undefeated (Holy War)

Sometimes there comes a point in your life When you gotta start just slayin dem demons You can't run from it nomore My war starts today My Holy War First came my birth Daddy's anger hurts Mama was my nurse It all became a part of me Treated me so cold Anger kept me warm Left me on my own It all became a part of me Smiles hid the tears Jokes hid the fears Fights through the years It all became a part of me In and out my life You never did me right But you Christian right It all became a part of me Practice what you preach But clearly you don't love thy neighbor My imperfections make me perfect Don't you know your maker? And if you so in love with God? Why you keep on hatin? Praying on my downfall I hear you Satan Crazy how we started Never thought we fall apart We was like brothers Different mothers Why you break that bond? We used to thinking different ways But now you got ill-thoughts Never thought I speak these words F*ck em let starve I swear unto the heavens On my oath we goin hard Knowing any moment In the sky There goes my falling star Sorry that's depression talking Rarely do I share those thoughts Even though its been years Self-Reflection plays its part I will not crumble Will not fold I will not fall to pieces I overcome all of these odds That makes me Undefeated I said Thy Will Be Done Thy Kingdom Come And yes I mean it I said I'm in a Holy War I'm fighting all my demons You tried to break me down And keep me down It made me better I said I go for days Through any storm Through any weather A fallen angel See my wings You see I got black feathers But still I rise Through fallen skies Until I reach the heavens Looking in my eyes My own reflection doesn't know me Beauty and Beast I keep my walls up Its hard to love me Especially When I don't know who to trust And people quick to judge me Noone used to show me love when I was broke And had no money Now its getting kind of strange to see my friends Hyping Up Yesterday I needed help They saw I called And few picked up Now they see that Hancock on that contract Boy I'm blowin up Said I read those scriptures and my good Lord finally Filled cup Said its overflowing But my daily struggles dim my mood Catch me thinking deep in thought Anti-social Far from rude If you knew my story Maybe then you see my point of view Then you'd know my troubled past And truly see how I've improved See that I've been tried and tested Hellfire Made it through Said I let my soul bleed on every song This is true Motivation mixed with passion Combination Deadly Tool Searching for my soul's content Til I see that Upper Room I will not crumble Will not fold I will not fall to pieces I overcome all of these odds That makes me Undefeated Said Thy Will Be Done Thy Kingdom Come And yes I mean it I said I'm in a Holy War I'm fighting all my demons You tried to break me down And keep me down It made me better I said I go for days Through any storm Through any weather A fallen angel See my wings You see I got black feathers But still I rise Through fallen skies Until I reach the heavens Even through it all That slow motion Led to progress Told my truths And my gospels My God bout to make a profit Silver lining in the sky Those dark times you know I fought it Said I had to see it for myself For me to truly want it Angels Demons want my soul Promised land where did it go All I see is broken pieces Broken home And open roads From that concrete grew a rose How I made it no one knows Guess when you come up without the love You learn to like da cold... I will not crumble Will not fold I will not fall to pieces I overcome all of these odds That makes me Undefeated Said Thy Will Be Done Thy Kingdom Come And yes I mean it I said I'm in a Holy War I'm fighting all my demons You tried to break me down And keep me down It made me better I said I go for days Through any storm Through any weather A fallen angel See my wings You see I got black feathers But still I rise Through fallen skies Until I reach the heavens Here's my story Here's my story Since you wanna judge me Since you wanna judge me You're the ones that's ugly You're the ones that's ugly I said you never loved me I said you never loved me And I did it better I go through any weather I go through any weather Said it's getting better Said it's getting better