Saviour Complex

Whether it be memories, your enemies Never rest at ease, better please, instead of these I kick and scream, is this a dream I sit and steam, i lift the screen I will be seen, i will be seen I give and take, gosh, I make mistakes Don't we all. i keep on trying but I know I can't save them all So I'm giving up. call it tough love It's critical and all I've got left is residual Do I have a complex? Can you see through me like perspex Am I following the curve cause I'm con-vexed Let you see inside me like X ray spex And maybe its a travesty That I'm having these Quandaries It's a gravity that pulls me Towards the Negativity Every time I visit me Its the kind of misery That can stop you being free So I've tried to be invisible Which is hard when you're this individual You can call it pitiful but I'm terrible At giving love to myself, it's unbearable Do I have a complex? Can you see through me like perspex Am I following the curve cause I'm con-vexed Let you see inside me like X ray spex