Dying to Live

Am I dying to live Am I living to die Am I the chosen one Is it time to testify My people gone, I feel the presence God is by my side I feel the pain, I feel the anger All I do is cry I’m here with one question And that question is why Why me Why put me through this struggle shit Me and family through it all, we’ve had enough of this I’m asking god you hear my call, as I reminisce All the memories The good, the bad, and the ugly I can’t believe most of the bad was cause the lack of money I thank god humbly, my siblings never went down that path I’ve seen day ones switch up for cash So it’s f*ck a past I keep it real, I’ll give my family my very last It’s been 4 years since that day my grandma passed Till that day people ask like if I’m okay I just give a smile and nod trying hide this pain Am I dying to live Am I living to die Am I the chosen one Is it time to testify My people gone, I feel the presence God is by my side I feel the pain, I feel the anger all I do is All I do is cry Who are you to judge my eye I see it different, you don’t know how I feel inside I’m feeling empty as f*ck Proceed to light this blunt Forgive me But it helps me writing over beats And these drums Let that piano sing One call away so I answer as soon as I hear the ring We’ve had that bond forever, sometimes almost like a dream You never switched up, I just wanna pay you back I thank you for that, always kept me on this track I hope this pays off I need to win us some plagues... Just imagine ole boy heading to the fucking Grammy's I can’t believe it, but I know this shit could really happen Am I dying to live Am I living to die Am I the chosen one Is it time to testify My people gone, I feel the presence God is by my side I feel the pain, I feel the anger all I do is cry I’m here with one question And that question is why And that question is why