Fooled

You know I done been through a lot this year This music shit, it's really like It's really like my diary I don’t really have no one to talk to and if I do I can’t trust em Look, I’ve been fooled And I promise it ain’t nothing new If you saw my view, even you would be confused It’s crazy all the shit I done been through I stay prolific like NIP, all I rock is blue Homie gone, I sit back wishing that wasn’t true I tend to reminisce smoking gas out the coupe I can’t even lie, that’s how youngin' get by We all got feelings So it’s f*ck it, if you see me cry Got trust issues like a bitch Sorry if I don’t reply I promise we can vibe Just give me space and the time I can be the guy that you can see eye to eye Cause if I go far Ima need you by my side I guess that’s the fool in me I never thought I’d see the day you would run and leave Every time I f*ck with someone I end up getting played They probably take advantage cause a real one getting paid It seems like it never goes pass the talking stage F*ck it, you’ll see my name I’m on a different stage I seen ya boy now I guess you f*ck with different lames I ain’t the one to judge I don’t let you in my way Just know one day, ima be on your TV boo Then you’ll question yourself Asking was I such a fool The realization, the boy had dreams and they ended true They say I’m way to confident and I speak to soon Nah I just know I’m different Nothing like these other fools To me they toxic leave you damaged as if you puffin joules But you so toxic So you like f*ck it I guess this will do I’m dropping knowledge And I was average at my fucking school I got it out the mud, talking bottoms of dirty pools Smoking fuel, hit the gas I hear the turbo spool I guess that’s the fool in me I never thought I’d see the day you would run and leave All I ask is don’t hold nothing back If you say you real then go ahead and show me that Cause like a magnet, I’m sorry if I get attached You changed up, I feel attacked How should I react I turn around, end of route like a cul de sac I feel so betrayed, you might wanna hold me back But if I stay then all you do is hold me back Either way I’m hit, problems coming back to back In this bitch, I never quit wasn’t raised like that Pen so accurate, it’s almost like it’s laser tag Soon as I touch the paper, this shit start printing fax I write my visions, it really belong to Cine max Because my whole life is really like a fucking movie Everyday a journey, days where I’m feeling gloomy It’s my own so i treat it like it’s a thing of beauty Music my life, this shit really my call of duty I guess that's the fool in me