Preaching Pain

People ask me why I don't talk about my pain I don't know how and I don't want to explain Plus I'm from Seattle it got washed up by the rain So if it ain't bout money then I have nothing to gain But y'all have been there for me So I'll tell my story Ima tell you now that this gets deep I been tryna chase highs that I can't reach Every day I'm sipping lines smoking more weed Damn, I been high as f*ck But ima roll another one cuz I still don't feel high enough Or maybe I'm just high too much I don't know I don't know Every day out on the road Serve in the heat or the cold, rain or the snow People depending on me Before I wake up broke I'd rather not sleep Cuz there were some times when we didn't have heat And didn't have food so we couldn't even eat Walking round school with my legs feeling weak Stomach pains hunger I feel in my knees I had to struggle was only 14 Cashiers get rude when you pay ebt Niggas get bullied for wearing the same clothes but I had a slick mouth so that couldn't be me Depression all around me it was hard to stay strong I don't want to see another tear from my mom Or my brothers that's why I've been grinding so long Last summer I had a few accidents crashed the whip glad that we both made it out of it Tragic shit happens and I feel like spazzing but magic shit happens and then l start laughing Cuz I Been smoking tryna survive And I Pour potion trying to get high I don't know why my life is how it is But I made the best out it I still talk my shit I still live it up Negative emotions is still getting tucked I'm numb to the pain and I'm numb to the hurt People ask me why I don't talk about my pain I don't know how and I don't want to explain Plus I'm from Seattle it got washed up by the rain So if it ain't bout money then I have nothing to gain But y'all have been there for me So I'll tell my story Ima tell you now that this gets deep I been tryna chase highs that I can't reach I been I been, I been I been tryna chase highs that I can't reach Ima tell you now that this shit gets deep I been tryna chase highs that I can't reach yeah People ask me why I don't talk about my pain I don't know how and I don't want to explain Plus I'm from Seattle it got washed up by the rain So if it ain't bout money then I have nothing to gain But y'all have been there for me So I'll tell my story Ima tell you now that this gets deep I been tryna chase highs that I can't reach