Unavailable (Prod. By Secret Stash)

Hit my line Unavailable I stare at my phone Chillin' at the crib, I just stay in my zone Been unavailable since I started writing this song Don't know when I'm goin' finish but its taken this long 29 years, Through Fears, I've been struggling Time to amputate the pain, I feel it coming in Mary Jane got some painkillers, I feel numb again Sometimes I don't wanna feel love again It hurt too much! It hurts too much! It cost too much! It's worth too much! It take too much! It takes too much! I tried to break, I hit the clutch! Skirr! Word is, I been stuntin' in cursive I'm just burning through my credit, that's a purchase No other way to tie some knots together I'm trying to build a raft to make it through some stormy weather So I ain't really been Able or Available I'm sorry Letter to myself Time to get this music on the shelf Thought I need a manager, I'll do it by myself F*ck Santa, Never needed an elf Write pain over melodies The bridge I call therapy To walk across is my Manifest Destiny Time to manifest broken dreams, fix broken clocks Time to more forward, You should check ya watch Seconds feel like hours, Hours feel like days Every wave I done been on, Always had delays Every dog I done ran with, Always went astray So I'm unavailable, No more calls for today! Banger!