i hope i don't see you around

(I can't get the image out of my head of you coming over at 1am) See I'd be lying if I told you I'm doing better now There's a few things I can't seem to wrap my head around My mood swings - that's something we used to talk about But now I talk to other people And honestly it's awesome how they won't betray me like you That back stabbing badly stung So don't text me on my birthday wishing me a happy one If I had one wish I'd wish to go back to when I was young Just make sure the night I kissed you is a night that would never come God dammit - you're pretty, but so toxic, baby I can't stand it - I wish you were more honest Maybe if I'd managed to be a little more cautious They'd be singing a different tune, but this song is where it got us, baby (Yeah) I can't get the image out of my head Of you coming over at 1 am - asking you where you been You stumbled in - took a seat on my bed Confessed that you were with him - then looked at me and you said I wanna break up I swear I had a break down It's still hard to wake up Knowing no ones in the house You made me hate love I never said this until now But until my graves dug I hope I don't see you around I hope I don't see you around I hope I don't see you around I'm not perfect - I did wrong early on I'll be honest I had some issues that instantly caused us some conflicts I never had someone who laid by my side and just promised To always stay - and that's what makes this so painful to process So I'll admit - I made some mistakes I hurt you too - I played a part in the fact that you played these games I'm working through all my problems in search of some better days Coulda put that work in with you, but some people - they never change I don't get it and I never will - I put you on this pedestal I hope I don't see you 'round 'cause otherwise I'll never heal I remember still all the things you said cause it fucks with me This pain that's stuck with me is the only thing that was ever real (Yeah) I can't get the image out of my head Of you coming over at 1 am - asking you where you been You stumbled in - took a seat on my bed Confessed that you were with him - then looked at me and you said I wanna break up I swear I had a break down It's still hard to wake up Knowing no ones in the house You made me hate love I never said this until now But until my graves dug I hope I don't see you around I hope I don't see you around (God dammit - you're pretty, but so toxic, baby) (I can't stand it - I wish you were more honest) (Maybe if I'd managed to be a little more cautious) (They'd be singing a different tune, but this song is where it got us, baby) I hope I don't see you around