Alone At The Party, Pt. 2

On my own At a party in a dark room all alone Tryna get off of the floor but I can't tho Everybody seem to leave wonder where they go Woah woah I lost, my soul We lost ,control My heart,is so blind I'm on, my own Tell me why they tryna start me You can find me all alone at the party woah woah Let em hate I disregard it I been rolling I been faded I been nauseous Woah woah How he stay dry when the rain falls Prison in my mind tryna break out I had started crying I was prayed out Yea I can feel my time is coming Imma break my spine before running Oh yea I will never run away nah Hit the booth then bleed all the pain out Yea I go all in I'm not fallin Phone on dnd and she still callin Out one in the air tonight like I'm Phil Collins It's waters Alone I'm on my own, at the party, yea Alone I'm on my own Alone I'm on my own at the party Alone I'm on my own Alone is a mindset That makes you wanna clear the room like a bomb threat And that's prolly why ya eyes haven't dried yet A storm is only temporary let it bypass Maybe you just aren't happy where ya life's at And you're lost tryna find a way to get your life back I'm just tryna understand where ya minds at Make progress in the process let it digest I grip the mic and then release the pain We live to die and tend to be afraid That when we die the sins will leave a stain Forgive me Christ don't sentence me to flames Women cry there men that weep the same Children die and fill the streets with grave The mothers try to heal the grief and pain With time they find they'll never breathe the same yup It's waters Alone I'm on my own, at the party, yea Alone I'm on my own Alone I'm on my own at the party Alone I'm on my own All eyes on me Trying to play lowkey Got the world on my back, I don't really wanna speak I've been thinking of my past for the last few weeks Fully ready to detach, I just want to be free ya ya I need my space from y'all Tears down my face, they fall Grandma looking down on me with a smile I'm just waiting til the angels call oh whoa whoa Nobody understands what I'm going through Taking a break man it's overdue All this stress in my brain that you never knew Can't move forward I'm stuck in the rearview Feeling numb and it's tainting my soul Knowing deep down anyday I could blow Having thoughts of betrayal cause the one I truly need doesn't want me no more no no no Doesn't want me no more Alone I'm on my own, at the party, yea Alone I'm on my own Alone I'm on my own at the party Alone I'm on my own