Wanna Try

Got those big brown eyes She a 10 and a little shy Another morning yet another cry One more chance just another lie Runnin through the dark just to try to shine All these people round me try to dim my light Tell me why I'm feelin like I wanna die Till you came along now I wanna try Mmmmm yea Now I don't wanna dieeee Noooooo noooooo Oh father god I'm on my knees again I dun took like way too many losses now I need to win JayTee got life, they took his life away he'll never be free again K9 you took my lungs away I'll never breathe again I'll never be the same Pain is like a home I'm tryna run away I ain't tryna right wrongs But imma need it right away Yea Every single time I get the pills dog I just eat em right away Yea I been running through the field dog Michael Stevens on a play Yea Even when I'm not here just know you'll never be alone And I know it's selfish to want you right back here with me even though you're home Can you tell me is the grass greener on the other side I been stuck inside a dark place waiting for the sun to shine ohhhh And I got this pain so stuck in my soul I used to wanna die you made me wanna try again I ain't used to leave the city now every day I'm flying in Got those big brown eyes She a 10 and she ain't ever shy Wipe your tears girl you don't gotta cry One more chance girl don't tell no lies Running through the dark tryna find the light All these people round me tryna take my life Mama say I'm living like I wanna die Till you came along and now I wanna try Mmmm yea Now I don't wanna die Noo, Noooo Facing off against everybody Got goals in mind and can't no one stop me Last year, I was down and out, I was selling tickets to a pity party Now I'm holding my bankroll Thick as queso Got a real queen, she by my side, f*ck these fake hoes Me and Chris Waters got the game sewed Broadened my vision to get to this paper The holes in your armor, they look like a crater Still on the grind cause I do not waiver The stock is on rise, I'm clocking the data Yeah Y'all can't change me Y'all clowns like Barnum & Bailey Stay throwing that salt, won't shake me All talk cause y'all too lazy Just me and my girl We taking a trip through the world We ain't tripping off diamonds and pearls Out the country without a referral Sticking with me, she know that I'm thorough Got a brave heart She money wise and street smart Know just when to give me some space Gotta break away off in deep thought All that I wanted was peace Finally found a release Copped me a whip with no lease Now my enemies know to retreat Cause it ain't no thing for me to go back in my ways Y'all better fall back 'fore I blaze Critical contact from that gauge Yuhhh Got those big brown eyes She a 10 and a little shy Another morning yet another cry One more chance just another lie Runnin through the dark just to try to shine All these people round me try to dim my light Tell me why I'm feelin like I wanna die Till you came along now I wanna try Mmmmm yea Now I don't wanna dieeee Noooooo noooooo