Alone At The Party

I feel alone in the middle of the party All these cameras in my face no paparazzi Cryin tears in the back of the Bugatti Another day another thought but the only one I want doesn't want me Alone I'm on my own At the party Alone I'm on my own ohh Alone I'm on my own At the party Alone I'm on my own Yea Dripped out on the outside screamin on the inside Something don't feel right I'm way up laid up can't even explain what it's been like No one's got insight try to focus on myself cus I'm always tryna help everybody else Lookin like I'm in heaven but it feel like hell Always thinking bout this money never bout my health Got real tears behind the fake smile hidin in these diamonds Tryna find my place in the stars that ain't aligning Grandma always said I got the heart of a lion It don't feel like it when I'm in the dark but I'm trien Tired when I wake up , no energy to keep the charade up But I gotta get to it get my cake up So when you see me at the party don't take it personal if I don't say wassup Alone I'm on my own At the party Alone I'm on my own Ooh Alone I'm on my own At the party Alone I'm on my own