STORMy Weather (feat. Myia B)

Yo this past year was nothing like my last year Got me asking if pain got expiration dates My mask full of gas I'm pushing past fear Hundred on the dash too impatient for an explanation wait My heart posture was in need of adjustment I took a look in the mirror but all I feel is disgusted Wish I had the same strength that I give to the public But in private I'm weak don't wanna admit that I'm struggling I could hit y'all wit punchlines and metaphors But when I think of a man with a head full of thorns I'm broken at the thought of my sin Feeling within at the end this pain I know I'm better for it Yea so in my minds eye the sky full of clouds Hearing thunder, wind blowing rain pouring down When it's dark and no light out as bad as it sounds Look for the light house in Christ Yea he won't let us drown haccheeeaaa I don't know what you've been told Seasons come and seasons go Lightning, thunder, winds may blow But I know whose in control He sits high looks low let the redeemed of the Lord say so But if there's one thing I know Imma stand strong & imma stand bold I know this trial won't last trying to find motivation for the pain Instead of asking when this storm gone pass Imma learn how to dance in the rain Hold up that's insane What ya mean? How you dancing in this downpour? I ain't got a single thing that I should shout for All them people I done went the extra mile for I'm just saying when it's hard we should smile more Not every story got a happily ever after I lost my pop's, the church lost a pastor My moms lost her husband and the feeling that captures The heart is something that you can't rush to heal any faster So imma choose to focus on the book of Psalms And find peace knowing He comforts the broken hearts He a shelter from the storm I run too He peeking thru the clouds let the Sun (Son) thru He loves you I don't know what you've been told Seasons come and seasons go Lightning, thunder, winds may blow But I know whose in control He sits high looks low let the redeemed of the Lord say so But if there's one thing I know Imma stand strong and imma stand bold What you do when you in a dark room Suicidal thoughts floating in the back of ya head Maybe you lost a job, you divorced and your arm full of tubes Feeling chained to ya hospital bed That reality can be so mind numbing But I encourage you to keep holding on ya time coming If Jesus can take water and make some wine from it I done seen some real miracles that changed our lives doesn't Really matter we running train to keep up with the horsemen Fight for freedom white, yellow, brown or dark skinned Philippians 3:14 imma marksmen It's still strength training overcoming rough marching