Misguidance (feat. GBurrr)

It's beginning to look a lot like summer, but everything in my life is still so cold Since you left, it hurts to see you with another Used to kiss me on my lips and tell me there's no other like me Sun shining and making beautiful days but I'm, still stuck here in darkness Lay me down and place me in my grave for heaven's the only way that I can part this and see and so Blue skies when I see your smile but, I think that smile's gone now for good Nobody else in this world could ever make me as happy as you could baby, I know Many winters since I've seen your face, but yet, you still pop vividly Reminiscing about the shit you say and I promise you I'll remember that shit endlessly I keep on asking myself "what is this life that I'm living I'm heartbroken Heart frozen, cold as ice that be chiseling I'm not alright but I'm living But that could change in a minute If I made the decision, to pull the trigger and click it, yeah" I'm battling depression, trying to make the difference Trying to climb the highest mountain, but I keep on tripping, yeah Back to an all time low Trying to get my mind off it, fucking with these hoes But this my main topic that nobody knows I spoke to God the other day and he says it's my time to go And my, and my momma always asking why I drink so much I'm trapped up in my ways, my mind, it think so much Trying to make it out this situation, I'm praying Trying to pull the trigger, but hasn't paid I'm contemplating suicide God said "is this how you're gonna die, are you gonna go down as a king or a coward that never tried" It's beginning to look a lot like summer, but everything in my life is still so cold Since you left, it hurts to see you with another Used to kiss me on my lips and tell me there's no other like me Your love was nothing but a lie, and I cannot stand it Made me think that I was Juice, stole you like a bandit You played me like a child building castles in a sandpit Nothing heals this broken heart, your love was the band-aid Now I'm smoking these blunts to get you out my head Always crying 'cause your scent is still in my bed Can't forgive you for the bullshit you always said On the note, it's going to say you're the reason I'm dead You got me singing melodies to this guitar You gon' miss my love when I become a star I got your rings and charms cleaned up and in a jar I'm respectful 'till I skirt off in the car Da, da da Da da da, da, da da, yeah yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah yeah, yeah, yeah yeah