What's Wrong With Me?

I'm gonna be an angel soon, when do I get my wings? I know that I'm a little different from all the other kings I'm out of control, tell me who's pulling the strings It's no surprise why I f*ck up everything, yeah I have yet to find out, what's wrong with me Someone please tell me, what's wrong with me? I want my casket dry from the tears you shed You don't care about me now, you won't care about me then You would probably care more if I had more bread Hell you'd probably care if I was dead, but that's enough said I don't even know if I'm worth it anymore I don't feel like myself anymore I can't stop crying on the floor I know I'm fucked up, I can feel it in my core I hate all the hate, my phone "do not disturb" It's 'cause of the jokes on why I'm so fucking insecure I was such a happy soul, now the broken king returned I'm sweet like dessert, but my soul is disturbed I'm gonna be an angel soon, when do I get my wings? I know that I'm a little different from all the other kings I'm out of control, tell me who's pulling the strings It's no surprise why I f*ck up everything, yeah I have yet to find out, what's wrong with me Someone please tell me, what's wrong with me? There's just way too much stress Trying to hustle for myself and be the best The best I can without finesse I ain't trying to take the easy route from the process But it's going slow, so I'm giving up Trying to push the sadness before the pile up Really wish I knew life was this fucked up Got no heads up, it's an easy cover up Society filled with anxiety We all got holes in our hearts, we can't fill that cavity Trying to be like Kobe, mamba mentality (R.I.P. 24) If I die young, at least I'll be immortality I'm gonna be an angel soon, when do I get my wings? I know that I'm a little different from all the other kings I'm out of control, tell me who's pulling the strings It's no surprise why I f*ck up everything, yeah I have yet to find out, what's wrong with me Someone please tell me, what's wrong with me? 'Ight cut it