Close To The Edge

I don't deserve your forgiveness, but I hope you know how sorry I am, yes, I am And I'll be back here again, back here again, close to the edge, stitch my riddance, natural on the deep and shallow Been thinkin' in it all, I was down to lose a few, turn my phone calls, better than we Woke, but I'm on my way, cause mental health's the root of it all, God send a sign, cause I've been searchin' for your love, they took Lem away from me, they took Dave and my gram Why could I maintain through this pain, and I ain't strong, I wanna take a zan to cover up all these thoughts, I ain't tryna spin, and tryna call nobody harm, oh, I ain't tryna Do it, but I will, I'm tryna keep my peace, but lately I've been clutchin' steel, I don't need no closure from the demons hauntin' here, I don't need no more closure from demons stationed here, I need you, I've been feelin' like my demons been more company than my family and My friends, I don't know a lot of people that say they there, they ain't really there, I Gotta keep grindin' with your love, I ain't tryna commit suicide, gotta snub where you go, Lord, it been hard, and this prayer, needs you more than ever