Death of Igneel (I Don't Wanna Do This Anymore Remix)

Everybody needs wind in their water wings Everybody's trying to swim, among other things Everybody wants to win, don't nobody want to lose Everybody wants to live don't no body want to die but When life aint worth living I can't seem to smile unless I get high And I think to myself "what a wonderful world" Then depression kicks in, it's like "why'd I just lie?" Trust in my Bible, I'm praying to God Guess I'm doing it wrong Cause I've been depressed for like to fucking long And I've been too lazy to work on my songs And I'm sorry for those who've been pushing for me Manifesting my dreams When my mind is to me I just can't fucking think I don't sleep, I don't eat I worried about me I think about me Cause I am thinking about you And I need you to listen See, my only ambition Speaking a peace I don't need your assistance I need you to believe Work with me now and I'll show you my world Cause I'm from a place where they put you through hell I paid off my fines Came home with a smile But grandma she shaking Face down on the bed She got her inhaler That shit had to be dead She got foam in her mouth My aunt on the phone with a medic Talking her through CPR while she's crying My boy in the shorty don't know what to do I'm thinking about how I aint get to say bye The medics arrive now they checking her out 10 minutes later they taking her out And ever since then I aint open my mouth But I dont wanna do this anymore Everybody needs wind in their water wings Everybody's trying to swim, among other things Everybody wants to win, don't nobody want to lose Everybody wants to live don't no body want to die but When life aint worth living I can't seem to smile unless I get high And I think to myself "what a wonderful world" Then depression kicks in, it's like "why'd I just lie?" Trust in my Bible, I'm praying to God Ask him why don't listen I know I'm dismissive I'm sorry for that I know you needed attention Girl, I'm calling you back I'm calling you back Checks bouncing Little nigga in the big house Big dawg seen his moms in a little box No work got me stressing Why is life so iridescent? Everybody needs wind in their water wings Everybody's trying to swim, among other things Everybody wants to win, don't nobody want to lose Everybody wants to live don't no body want to die but When life aint worth living I can't seem to smile unless I get high And I think to myself "what a wonderful world" Then depression kicks in, it's like "why'd I just lie?" Trust in my Bible, I'm praying to God Asking why he don't listen Guess I'm doing it wrong Guess I'm doing it wrong Everybody needs wind in their water wings Everybody's trying to swim, among other things Everybody wants to win, don't nobody want to lose Everybody wants to live don't no body want to die but When life aint worth living I can't seem to smile unless I get high And I think to myself "what a wonderful world" Then depression kicks in, it's like "why'd I just lie?"