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I wanna end this on a high note Mariah Carey wit some high hopes I've been lounging on a slippery slope I heard that voice again while I was high on the dope Free smoke got me flipping like burgers That ain't nutin new I'm overloading my circuits Act a clown Cowan You belong in the circus Just so hard to focus Been avoiding the service I stay away It seems I can't be helped In the stu Where my issues get dealt It's so sad I keep letting fear control me What a drag Old black and lonely This is real These are my feelings Talking about fake stress What you know about my dealings Late night stressing Staring at the ceiling I Come around you All smiles my appearance Does that make me fake Or does it make me great I hold a lot of weight on these shoulders That's the truth Still a Stubborn mule Never once loved the rules My hat to the back Does it make me look cool Still so confused Yet still dropping jewels I've gained So much So I got more to lose If Jesus drank wine Will he frown upon my brews Still so confused Yet still dropping jewels I've gained So much So I got more to lose If Jesus drank wine Will he frown upon my brews My life and my struggles Here I give em to you Cowan