02.22.44

Dear Diary Things are way different Learning to let go of things insignificant Haven't written for a little while Revisiting old entries made me truly smile That booger eating phase never stuck around Thank goodness for that cuz that was gross That little blue betta in that little tank Now I'm all grown up wit my aquarium setups Still love Batman and my Peter Pan tat Reached my goal of ten It's sexy to the women Fell in love with my first crush Got married to that first love Then fell out of love Then returned to us The death of my father really caused a lot of issues Led to drama wit my mama RIP still regretful Yo I had to get my head on straight Couldn't be stuck in the past I had a kid on the way Now he's so big He's my pride and joy Captain of the team Straight B student He's working on the A's and we working on a second He said he wants a sister I'm not ready for that headache Traveled round the world Finally made it to Africa Learned a lot Sweeter the blacker huh I came to terms with a lot of my problems Figured out fast that money can't solve em Worked on my soul So in need of salvation It's dark and hell is hot Accepted Christ payment Yo I tried to do right by my wife And my kid Provide the things that I'd never get Show more patience Show em motivation Working hard for the money for these vacations Dear Diary Thank you for being there Now I'm signing off J Cowan through the years Looking through the pages of my life Brightest of days and the darkest of nights Thank God for this life What a life I've lived I would never take it back Every day was a gift Looking through the pages of my life Brightest of days and the darkest of nights Thank God for this life What a life I've lived I would never take it back Every day was a gift