06.15.59

Hello Journal Haven't written for a minute I've been really busy just exceeding my limits Found my dad's diary and it made me laugh Called it a diary yet he still apart of me While thumbing through his life A new respects been gained Even when he got it wrong To be a dad he aimed Wasn't perfect that J Cowan undeservant I can see why my actions did hurt him I didn't understand him or him me Didn't have the vision or the heart to believe But now I appreciate when I look in my little's face The things I would do to keep him on a path straight He's a lot like him Stubborn mule and balding Always quick to laugh even during a scolding I can relate to his stories of love I hope he proud of me when looking down from above But I don't wanna be my dad I wanna be someone better Know he wants that for me All it takes is effort Don't wanna be my dad I wanna be someone better One day we'll reunite in that land called Never Well that's all for today I'm tired of writing Hello journal Goodnight my friend Well that's all for today I'm tired of writing Hello journal And goodnight my friend These are my feelings This is me Life has new meaning This is me Things I'm revealing This is me Can be so healing This is me Well that's all for today Cuz I'm tired of writing Hello journal And goodnight my friend Well that's all for today Because I'm tired of writing Hello journal And goodnight my friend