10.08.95

Dear Diary This my first time talking to you My teacher said this good In here I can get personal Talk about my feelings And the things that I'm dealin' Healthy way to do it Instead of climbin' the ceilin' Said no right or wrong way Just let my pencil do the work Well here I go So my father's a jerk He raisin' other kids My sister and I was born first I act tough but yo inside it hurts Maybe there's more to the story than I know Maybe I'll understand when I get more old The world is cold I don't think I'm equipped For some reason I don't fit in with other kids I don't curse so they say imma punk Pick on me bully me And they call me a chump I cheated on my test And got caught of course My mom talked to God about it Says I'm way off course I don't think I am Math is kinda hard Hard to focus when I see kids playing on the yard This girl in my class Yo she eats her own boogers I tasted one of my own Hope I can leave it alone We go to church all the time And I get it Jesus helps us do good Be kind and angelic But I don't wanna go But I do cuz I have too Fell asleep in the front Yo don't let ma catch you She did She was staring from the choir Big mad Eyes blazing fire There's this new game that I want Not sure that imma get it It cost a lot of money I won't be that lucky Got a fish tank Fighting fish betta A blue one I need a bigger one This family in my building They always be fighting I be scared for the kids Hope they don't end up dying I don't like where I live The neighborhood a lil scary Tales from the crypt No Peter Pan or fairies I saw that Disney movie And I'm obsessed with the idea To fly I wanna fly in the sky without fear Batman too That guy is my hero I also like the Joker Six Flags and rollercoasters Well that's all for today I'm tired of writing Dear Diary Goodnight my friend These are my feelings This is me Life has new meaning This is me Things I'm revealing This is me Can be so healing This is me Well that's all for today I'm tired of writing Dear Diary Goodnight my friend Said that's all for today I'm tired of writing Dear Diary Goodnight my friend