A55hole

I'm stuck in this quarantine Stuck wit my mental Been fighting insanity All through my pencil Covid pneumonia Just can't catch a break Haven't been eating Just losing this weight Don't have the strength Ain't been getting no gains Ain't getting uhhh Been feeling so lame All in my brain I've been crunching these numbers Late nights still tossin It's robbed me of slumber I'm tired depleted So close to defeated How long I've been pleading For peace to receive it It's just a cycle This cycle so vicious My pieces been missing I told you I'm work Said I'm the greatest You laughed and then smirked Kicked out my ground And then piled on the dirt I'm feeling like failure My life has been cursed Just throw me in trash Ain't no need for a hearse Imma asshole I know Where do I go from here Tears flow And flow Where go I do from here SSDD What you telling me Pride is empty And it's killing me Tired of friendly Be my enemy All this fake love It's offending me Offend the whites If I take a knee Offend some blacks If I do succeed Offend some Bloods If I say my Cs Offend some Crips If I do bleed red What you tell me What you telling me Pride is empty And it's killing me Tired of friendly Be my enemy All this fake love It's offending me Offend the whites If I take a knee Offend some blacks If I do succeed Offend some Bloods If I say my Cs Offend some Crips If I do bleed red Imma asshole I know Where do I go from here Tears flow And flow Where go I do from here