My Reflections

How many different ways can I say that I'm stressing How many different ways can I say count my blessings How many different times can I hop on beat venting Only way to get stronger Is to increase the tension Well aware of my past Got some hope in my ending Lend me your ears I got enough hands All hands been on deck While mine on my chest Heart rate jacked Wait nah that's a lie Heart so calm I keep chugging along Refuse to quit Will I ever get on Will the music bring her back Have her fall in my arms If I'm living pipe dreams Guess I'm Mario Luigi Yo I know the game needs me Gods eyes on the sparrows So I know that he sees me I'm getting suited up Cuz I'm ready for bout You can't love me then hate me What's that fakeness about Punked out a couple times Inspiration for rhymes Danger danger I like to ignore the signs You only live once gotta live it up I'm quoting John Legend First joint was a classic See aggression in the madness But can't see the sadness I simply can't stop I'm gonna run myself ragged Mind in a million places Preoccupied wit the gadgets Like to take the rules And bend em as needed Going ape wit my goons Inhale the fumes as they breathe it Make a name for myself Well It seems I've succeeded My wildest dreams Reality has exceeded Don't need that no more You can go and delete it See the glass as half full Though I'm feeling so empty Then I look around my room And I see I have plenty So sad depressing Emotions compressing Got no time for that There more issues that pressing I know I'm moving forward Be aware of progression If unaware then I'll end up regressing Then I'll end up regretting Learn to live with That ain't never been help It'll make you so sick Like old milk on a shelf It truly takes a village Not just oneself Being introspective Puts my life into perspective God's a fine tooth comb Greatest of the detectives One day at a time Advice works if you let it