Undeservant

J dot Cowan Grew up in the bridge Chitlins in the freezer Whole milk in the fridge School a couple blocks Couple blocks From my crib Momma working hard Cause father's not there Grew up insecure Due to receding of hair Called me stutter Stanley Hairline Reading Rainbow I'm a king in Queens In case you didn't get the memo Used to stare out my window Seen things eventful Couldn't speak But was nice wit a pencil Wrote stories Used words like emerge Was smart to the dummies Still dumb to the nerds Bridled my tongue Enthusiasm I curbed Drowning in the eye of the surge May the music grow wings So I can fly like a bird May the music grow wings So I can fly like a bird Wit peace on the docket Not into ratchet like socket Who me Undeservant I am Kick back while I regale you wit tales Young man who kept his head on a swivel Have enough Yet I came from so little Everything I have I worked so hard for it Put it on God And my lovely mama Undeservant Still reaping good karma I'm sowing good seeds Told you I want to be farmer Went from sleeping on clouds To pillows seeping up tears My mind frame now Is to battle my fears I keep messing up But God's making it happen Got trust in the armor When enemies is attacking Vices is my fatal attraction Decisive eating bagels I want everything black man Keep on repeating that God's been good to me I should of been buried Scorching in hell's heat But here I am Add exclaim to proclaim No longer on the dope But it's still in my veins Undeservant Yea it's your truly Still living in my days of being unruly Get points for my heart Love my only duty Points for my heart Loves my only duty Still living in my days of being unruly Undeservant It's your truly Who me Undeservant I am Kick back while I regale you wit tales Young man who kept his head on a swivel Have enough Yet I came from so little Everything I have I worked so hard for it Put it on God And my lovely mama Undeservant Still reaping good karma I'm sowing good seeds Told you I want to be farmer