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Oh what a week man, oh what a week The thought of that only really gets me weak Cause of what I sought never even came to thought I feel I've messed up or I could have done better All I did that night was just stand there in my sweater And when I left that night I was back into the weather The cold cold night Boy it be a fright Everything in spite Of that one night I saw it in my sight but it didn't come to light And unfortunately the fire didn't ignite I laid there crying and it sure enough was tiring And I feel the week was wasted just because of me I just feel like a thief and I couldn't make it right I really miss the days where I could go fly a kite Despite that homie right now this is my life I wanna make it better but I still got this fright Things don't seem to change, they seem to just get worse In this world that we live in and homie it hurts We all been so blind and that's some facts right there Remember back in ice when I said it's so unfair? The only thing I see is that I'm still struggling and Yes I do believe but I can't seem to receive I just wanna breathe It's so unsettling That when I get called out I just feel so fallen out Man, bring me back to old days Bring me back to the good ways Bring me back to the days where everything was fine And life was just a ride man Bring me back to old days Bring me back to the good ways Bring me back to the days where everything was fine And life was just a ride man I just wanna give a thanks to my friends who haven't been there Even though sometimes life has been so unfair It might be justifiable if you give me a reason But it doesn't really matter, I'll just take what I got Shoutout to my boy Scott for making all these beats And shoutout Yung Garfield, the mixing's pretty sweet And shoutout to the others who tried to help me that week It didn't really work, but here's an A for effort I'm sorry to my brothers who I might have disappointed And to all of the others who have tried their best to warn it I'm not going down, I can only go up I just hope now that my head will shut up I hope that can find the answers cause I can't tell the truth About the other things I would never tell you I wanna get better, here is the proof But I'm still in this state, so man what's the use? Man, bring me back to old days Bring me back to the good ways Bring me back to the days where everything was fine And life was just a ride man Bring me back to old days Bring me back to the good ways Bring me back to the days where everything was fine And life was just a ride man Shoutout to my friends who have helped me through the years And thank you to the close ones who have helped me through the tears I'm just tryna live my life to the fullest that I can But these troubles that surround me feels like bullets to the hand And everything that happens to me ain't part of the plan I'm on my way to getting better and I know I am But before there's one thing you may not understand I just need to get my feelings out to be a better man