I Did Wrong

You could say what you want I could say that I tried you could say what you like I could see things ain't right All of these days feel wrong fighting until we can't no more 5am at the door feeling hurt I ignored you Until it was through decisions decisions I'm making a move before I start breaking and changing the rules Doing the same shit and still playing a fool and I can't tell you how many times I was sorry For everything that I did I was hardly the man you first met when we were just starting your eyes would puff up It was disheartening it gets dark bring the light because I'm stuck in my ways I've got nothing but space But in your heart I have no place What do you think about me what do I think about me I don't want to feel like I need you right beside me Three years it goes so fast I know I fucked up crash every time you want the truth I fucking pass going to hell I am That's just how I think use to smoke and drink feeling shame I'm on the brink of ending shit and jumping Blink and then you'll miss it how I sink into these thoughts impressive use to say I hate you until I learned I really hate my messes It's depressing sit in my room all night second guessing Oh god Oh God I'm in need of a blessing You could say what you want I could say that I tried you could say what you like I could see things ain't right All of these days feel wrong fighting until we can't no more 5am at the door feeling hurt I ignored you Until it was through decisions decisions I'm making a move before I start breaking and changing the rules Doing the same shit and still playing a fool and I can't tell you how many times I was sorry For everything that I did I was hardly the man you first met when we were just starting your eyes would puff up It was disheartening it gets dark bring the light because I'm stuck in my ways I've got nothing but space But in your heart I have no place