Some Dreams

(Cryptic you made this) I been doing thinking about my life I don't see you now I'm taking flight Gone forever but you're never out of sight Came into my dreams you did it every night I got family yeah we had a couple fights I felt wrong before you told me I was right Kept away I got these feelings on some Ice It's getting cold I need some sun I need some light I'm Anxious to fall asleep I'm laying in a bed of suffering I feel it in my chest too many thoughts just keep on hovering I wish that I could fly away and maybe take my mother's wings Because she not from this world she's an angel that keeps ushering These blessings in my life while I could stare her in the face When tears keep falling down you still ready for the chase Even when you stopped on working you could never take a break because she been taking care of us she kept the food right on our plates I use to cry and scrutinize the way she'd be up everyday Because You were hurt it took a toll u couldn't ever hide and wait For Super Man to rescue you when every moment was a race To doomsday, Soon they, would understand your true faith But as the years went by it shattered until a piece was too late It's gone, forever, I know that it left And then I saw it slip away when Lucy had that death It never hit me as a child I felt the tension in my chest I lost the one who got me into all this art I make a mess With Every second every hour every minute I have left I put the passion in I'm at the brink Giving up on life My dreams feel wrong until I see reality go make them right Don't ever think Because you're not here you've been forgotten out of sight I take the joy of everyday and shower that with pain at night I'm 22 with struggle views of where I see myself in years On top of charts I got it all I conquered every single fear I got a check, got respect from a plethora of peers Can I get through all the headlights or stay frozen I'm a dear I drank a beer and starting thinking this shit runs inside my blood I got a family lost in drugs, before they ever got a hug I see my girl who does it all for me she touches me with love And she be all inside my heart that's why I stay forever buzzed And I wanna love I got it out the mud Another hole I dug I think I'm the one I been doing thinking about my life I don't see you now I'm taking flight Gone forever but you're never out of sight Came into my dreams you did it every night I got family yeah we had a couple fights I felt wrong before you told me I was right Kept away I got these feelings on some Ice It's getting cold I need some sun I need some light