Fantastic 4Twenty (feat. Bair & Darkis Knite)

One of them nights It all feels new One of them nights What else to do One of them nights Where you let go Honor that night With clouds of smoke Stepped out, flexing and ready to puff my chest out I was too young to understand stressed out Crunch the cigarettey to confetti, and trekked down Expressed doubt, These friends are barely my friends now And I'm sketched out in this guest house When the resident appears Same dude cracking jokes in 1st period Thought I was in a drug den like had I seen on TV Turns out it's just my classmates out here selling weed Aight bet What can 4 dollars and a pair of dimes get I was 14 when I first inhaled the paradigm shift Fantastic 4 seems more fantastic than ever before this Took more hits Went from Johnny Storm to the Human Torch, LIT Felt like we were adults; we're about as young as dumb gets Felt like I'm in a minefield Took solace in the mind set Felt like Mr. Fantastic couldn't out-stretch my wit Felt like maybe I should milk this life for all that I can get Formed a sort of portion/partition in my head and it said Please double check the methods in which you self reflect Because if you don't get a grip, how can you get a handle Tell me why the grains drip every time you get a handful Feeling Grimm like Benjamin Question the motives of my sin Walking alone on las mañanitas like Why is life like this Thought I knew these streets like the back of my battered hands Now I can't fathom getting back to a recognizable land I could've sworn I had company when this whole journey started I should've known I'd reluctantly leave my crew in departure Over a decade later, now legality is accomplished Until then, I was feeling like I was an accomplice And I never recovered, paranoia still permeates When I medicate I'm certain blueberries will regulate And I'm hazy, my memory fades, I lose the days Designated to calibrating mindstate elevation Flying, head up in the clouds Doing our best not to hit the ground Because we're always chasing that first time feeling Sooner or later it's gonna run out One of them nights It all feels new One of them nights What else to do One of them nights Where you let go Honor that night With clouds of smoke No one ever called me Maurice but still I was that toker That smoker and, during Halloween, that Joker Although these stories aren't always ones I'm proud to tell Remember this was a time when life was off the rails Late nights with the homies not giving no fucks So each night we broke it up like a horcrux The more bucks we spent, the more up we'd ascend And simultaneously we'd course into that pretend Made up wonderland where thoughts all faded Much like us, all our problems drifted away then We'd sit back laughing, cracking some dumb shit Take another hit and head to jack or del real quick The state of mind went higher, bank accounts got lower With each intake of fire, I found my mind getting slower Thinking that I could do it all, feeling like I'm immortal Jumping right through a portal I found no remorse for The things that I was doing, or why I was here I questioned my intentions, mind filled with the fear I'd been taught very clear, but then I changed the course All because life got tough and I needed a strange source Of solace and meditation, taking my medication Indulging in libation, conversation, and inhalation Misconceptions rearranging Reality I refuse to be facing, money's still being wasted Yet moments don't feel wasted, until the bills are due The funds are cutting close, feel unsure what to do So what I do? I pay the bills then I scrounge up the change Get a call from the boys, and it's back to the same Flying, head up in the clouds Doing our best not to hit the ground Because we're always chasing that first time feeling Sooner or later it's gonna run out One of them nights It all feels new One of them nights What else to do One of them nights Where you let go Honor that night With clouds of smoke Flying, head up in the clouds Doing our best not to hit the ground Because we're always chasing that first time feeling Sooner or later it's gonna run out One of them nights It all feels new One of them nights What else to do One of them nights Where you let go Honor that night With clouds of smoke