Constant Decay

Just another Friday where I'm losing it again Got so many thoughts it made me sink inside my bed Fall into a dream that is never going to end It's been a long ass day with these feelings in my head Now it's been while since I came up for a breath My lungs giving in they can't handle all the stress Begging for some air so I can breathe just like rest It's been a long ass day with these feelings in my head There's a hole in my heart And it grows with all the scars It's going to tear me apart Tell me how to fix it I don't want to be in darkness I don't want to wait for luck Don't want to fall into lust Don't want to lose your touch You don't have to tell me I know I'm your favorite ghost It all feels the same Anxiety tames This constant decay It all feels the same Anxiety tames This constant decay My heart divides I just want someone to heal it Your world collides I just want to touch that feeling But I'm stuck inside with my thoughts I cannot decide If I'm worth it all my mental health is hard to deny You're so happy you get to live life While I sit back with knives that could end mine And I still try to make it to the light It still burns when I'm crossing the line And it hurts so I'm crawling back to my world This life wants me to burn The only thing I've learned is It all feels the same Anxiety tames This constant decay It all feels the same Anxiety tames This constant decay