Dejected

I feel like I'm losing all the extra time Trying to see eye to eye with light It's really just hard for me to pick a side You realized that I'm bleeding on the inside I guess my emotions are hard to hide It's really hard for me to stay alive I told you I'm dejected. Then you told me that I need a lesson I'm suffering from rejections from the people I need direction from Laying up to my confessions, but you told me that I was infected Now I hate to look at my reflection got me thinking I don't need attention, no Constantly fighting my mind There's so many thoughts, and it's leaving me blind I cannot see through these eyes They led me to torture, and that was the prize Only be wanting attention They had to use my soul as a weapon now Now that I realized the damage, I can just vanish Guess I'm too rotten now This is the world that you showed me And yet it is the reason I'm lonely Everybody thinking that they're holy Now the world is falling down slowly now I just want to know my calling You said I'm better looking when I'm falling Now I'm crumbling and your watching My regression to old me I feel like I'm losing all the extra time Trying to see eye to eye with light It is really just hard for me to pick a side You realized that I'm bleeding on the inside I guess my emotions are hard to hide It's really hard for me to stay alive I told you I'm dejected. Then you told me that I need a lesson I'm suffering from rejections from the people I need direction from laying up to my confessions, but you told me that I was infected Now I hate to look at my reflection got me thinking I don't need attention, no I spin too many thoughts in my mind I wish this cure could enter my life Because all of these things that you put in front of my eyes Stick deep inside even though I know they are lies But it made me cry and made me hate my life Too many times, caused the blood on this knife I'm still alive, but the reapers inside Waiting for me. I have nowhere to hide. Oh why Why do you keep playing me Told me I could tell you anything I made these scars, but you found someone's that replacing me I'm falling down, and there's no one around I needed help. You said it im the ground I feel like that I'm losing all the extra, yeah, losing all the spare time I feel like I'm losing all the extra time Trying to see eye to eye with light It's really just hard for me to pick a side You realized that I'm bleeding on the inside I guess my emotions are hard to hide It's really just hard for me to stay alive I told you I'm dejected. Then you told me that I need a lesson I'm suffering from rejections from the people I need direction from Laying up to my confessions, but you told me that I was infected Now I hate to look at my reflection got me thinking I don't need attention, no