Dying to Be Here

J-Doc Im dying to be here, My time is right near I sing my songs hoping anybody lends an ear And i don't know a fear, More than having no career I put my balls in the court and I'm blessed to hear a cheer One like on Soundcloud, Retweet, DM on Instagram I cherish every single person, thats just who I am And If I made you think bad of me, I'm less a man Or If you think you put a tax on me like uncle sam Im sorry if I ever rubbed you the wrong way 'Cause throw my woes you folks have taken me a long way You brought a sunrise to life when i saw no day And man I owe you a lot, how can I pay Im gonna make it for the people who been waiting And didn't pass me up already when I was aching And kept me going strong if people were ever hating And you saved me from me, say that isn't worth me staying Hi, low, blues go But know that Im dying to be here Hi, low, blues go But know that Im dying to be here Never been the one to talk the shit before I get it Told 'em mind they fucking business, bought a Benz because I wished it But lemme speak for a minute how I'm hating every minute Of this battle in my mind, over why I keep attempting Back and forth, am I good or bad I cant see who I'm sinning But I wake up every morning knowing I am on a mission But its hurting my transmission, 'cause I just wanna be winning But then even if I do I wonder then if ill be grinning Confession I hate who i am outside Cant just put it to the side, sometimes i just wanna die Oh why, I try so hard for the people i love but i feel I'm not enough, and it sucks So now you ask the question, yes, I'm dying dying to be here I love you all you saved my life And I think I've made it clear But when I say I'm dying, double entendre Yes I want it but I'm losing all my fauna Hi, low, blues go But know that I'm dying to be here Hi, low, blues go But know that I'm dying to be here Bro, I'm dying to be here, dude