Better Than

They throwin' salt on my name, I feel like a slug Take a glance in that mirror, ask myself who I was Yes I'm little like that engine, so I know that I could Remember usin' pots and pans just to fill up that tub The day my dad's brother died, I had to reach for a hug Then I cried like a baby, I ain't gon' lie, it was tough Lookin' back at all the times that we spent, I was loved I was stuck, sittin' in that chair, hands stuck, head down Tears fallin' down, I had to cuss, but what's worse I was in that room, they pulled her plug, it was crazy Doctors walkin' in like she done, yeah, it's weird Right before she died, we sung her song, can't forget How sad , you made us all, I was young, I got my last See you laters in, I felt numb, I was tossing And turning in my sleep, I was sprung, off the love You shared everybody one and one Now I'm thinking, every single second of my life, I feel dumb For takin' life for granted, I can't thank you God enough Talkin' to my child like she older, I feel dumb Growin' up too fast, I was scared when you was born Ten zero three, two zero two one I was just so proud just to hold you in my arms Starin' at her momma like you got it, you the one So much I can say about these two, but let's I came a long way from cleanin' dirt up out them tubs And pickin' every single last crumb off them rugs Jumpin' off of buildings , we was young, we was dumb But that's when it was fun, no money in my pocket In that store, but I got gum, I got tired of stealin I did labor in that sun, doin' all these jobs I was barely gettin' funds, like a flash-bang I got everybody stunned, don't care about approval I got hands, they got thumbs, express how I'm feelin Get this cat off my tongue, never been a punk I'm not scared to throw no punch, I don't even smoke But I always keep it blunt, always keep a gun By my side like I hunt, even in that back Of that line, I won't front, know you got my back But I need you in that front, gotta keep that ball In my hand, I can't punt, been through some bumps But I'm tryna clean it up, as time pass Now I'm startin' to notice this ain't luck Open up my eyes, man, I'm better than this stuff Open up my eyes, man, I'm better than this stuff I'm better than all this stuff, I'm better than all This stuff, I'm better than myself, I'm better than All this stuff, I'm better than, I'm better than I'm better than my, say yeah, yeah, yeah