Hard For Me

Everybody always speak like they grown up Sleeping on your mama couch, no she's fed up Don't even pay your phone bill, man I'm hanging up Got your feet all on the couch, man you braving enough Like how you man enough to say you real When you ain't even got no time to even face the real You got that son that you wanted but you tired of him You got a daughter that you love, let's be honest then I know sometimes it get hard to provide for them But all you really gotta do is spend some time with them Cause all the money in the world can't buy no hug from them Or buy no love from them Look, I understand its part of life, but it's consequences Born into the world, y'all laid down, want no accident Don't you try to tell me it's too hard, I'm a parent bitch Yeah, I got a daughter and she pretty, hate accepting it Hard to really say what you gon' do until you living it Starting just to look past age, it ain't making sense How you hit the plug for them drugs where them pampers at How you got them stamps on your car, and you be selling that How you have a child in the house and never interact I just talked to God Im like sir, how I'm post to act Hard for me to live , when I'm slowly getting choked to death Hard for me to tell you how I feel, always choking up Hard for me to play like I'm a child cause I've grown up Hard for me to tell you I'm a man and we go through stuff Hard for me to tell you I hate talking but you know the stuff Crazy how I got it, write it down just to soak it up Crazy how I love both of y'all but don't say it much I don't say it much at all but girl, I swear I'm proud of you Even at your lowest , I ain't joking, I'm not doubting you Taught a nigga how it smile, I bow down to you You the perfect human being, so much life in you Thank God for our child, she got the perfect two Bro I see you doing good daily, I'm just proud of you Granny would be proud of you, Unc would be proud of you Please check in on your people before they die on you Even with a lie detector test, they gon' lie on you Even when I'm mad, I still find a way to care for you Everything is easy when you say it , but it's hard to do I ain't scared of death, I'll jump without that parachute No that's not your friend, I'm just saying she embarrassed you Look my daughter dead up in her eyes and said I'd die for you Gun behind this shirt, I'm just saying let's just keep it cool Always gotta talk to myself before I make a move Had to learn the alphabet, I stay on my Ps and Qs If you put your focus on one matter, you'll never lose Always being honest, I ain't never been like other dudes How you there for me when you ain't even buy me frozen food The worst thing in life is showing love when you lie to To the same human that you really use to cry to Whoever said time heals all, man you lied to Did my best every single time or at least I tried to Admit to my wrongs, but it's like I'm really right to I ain't tryna hold you back at all live you're life to Same people say they hate my guts, I was nice to Look you gotta understand people ain't gon' like you Even though most of the time they just like you Really hate change but it's stuff, I just gotta lose I'm just tryna be the better person but it's hard to Lotta back and forth, I don't care what you tryna do Everybody always speak like they grown up Sleeping on your mama couch, no she fed Don't even pay your phone bill, but I'm hanging up Got your feet all on the couch, man you brave enough