Intro (feat. Kings Purpose)

Early bird get the worm out, I stayed up for nights Been trying to tell him, nigga, life is just life Put my pride to the side, pushed it back cuz I was right Even gave him loose change cuz, I thought that we was tight Like, why am I so nice They said I'm question God, but I'm bold, so I'm like, why I had a child, and put a gun to my eye Couldn't wait, to took a shower just to go in there and cry I had postpartum too, they like, how you a guy At this point, I ain't shy, I'm insecure about a lot I'm not trippin' up or nothin' cause my shoes always tie I don't need no hospital just to tell me that I'm Dyin My Overthinkin, overthinkin' and I barely even try I don't party, I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't think How you think I'm in a house with my child I enjoy the small things, remember times I used to cry Beside my child, I'm ashamed Because I spent enough time around my child I feel lame all the money that you make It don't mean a damn thing, child, I really want you home Playin' tag is okay, no, it's really not okay Dry Eraser, forget the money, I'ma chase Chase my child, f*ck a bank Apologize, I got low self-esteem Anxiety, it be times I can't breathe Tell me how I'm really supposed to trust anything Seein' magic every day like I'm on a dream team I know tricks, ain't for kids got me watchin' everything Woke up, you see a whole nother day thing, don't complain I got real deal family in the sky R.I.P Keep it P like I'm in a spelling bee God, I need you now, tell me who I'm supposed to be Don't you ever say I you knowin' it was we Don't you ever say no we if you knowin' it was me Talk to Brodie when I'm down, he got motion like a Wii Ain't no countdowns, boy, this ain't no hide and go seek If you really wanna grow, then you gotta plant it your feet Go far as I can go, being me, we gon' see No you can't tell me nothing Livin' my life Losin' hope, bitch, I came from nothing But it's gon' be alright Gotta continue to fight Like a ref, bitch, I earned my stripes I'm venting my feelings in mic Cause no one understand my life