Not Today

Bro just called to ask if I'm sliding I told em not today Promise I want say that I'm real but I can spot a fake Down inside I try to be chill and thats my toxic trait I been trying to run from my problems I think im out of shape Bow my head and try to pray every time I make mistakes Give me fifteen minutes I don't smoke but I just need a break Told em if they threw me to the sky I'm still gone ask for space Head hurting always to the max cuz I be trying to think Close my eyes and use my brain Time gone always make you change I'm not being rude when I'm silent just the quiet game Why da looking at me strange Said you know me spell my name Look at em them like thats a shame Walk alone when I'm in shame Lock me in a cage and I promise I want come out tamed If I said I'm leaving that's just that cuz you can't make me stay I been cutting blood up out my life l should've been on blade Told her i just need me a minute she say I'm not your maid Told her I want fall for nobody Cuz I don't got on skates Told em don't be Crossing my line cuz this is not you state Woke up and I talked to a tiger I think I feeling great If I said Im here yeah I'm sorry cuz thats just not my place Bro just called to ask if I'm sliding I told em not today Promise I want say that I'm real but I can spot a fake Down inside I try to be chill and thats my toxic trait I been trying to run from my problems I think im out of shape Bow my head and try to pray every time I make mistakes Give me fifteen minutes I don't smoke but I just need a break Told em if they threw me to the sky I'm still gone ask for space Head hurting always to the max cuz I be trying to think I'm impatient but I wait Try my hardest not to hate Just because that snake do not rattle don't mean it's not a snake I been through a lot of aches Told myself to concentrate Covered all my tears around peers I guess dat make me fake Told me that it heal overtime I knew that line was fake Still wish I had a good neighbor so I might call up Jake Told me that She might need her momma like it's the month of may Told her I can be like a doctor I'm not talking Dre. Know some niggas touting a market I'm talking Dry erase I want play no games when I see em this not no patty cake Told em I don't really got time I'm on commercial break Bro just called ask me again my answer still the same Bro just called to ask if I'm sliding I told em not today Promise I want say that I'm real but I can spot a fake Down inside I try to be chill and thats my toxic trait I been trying to run from my problems I think im out of shape Bow my head and try to pray every time I make mistakes Give me fifteen minutes I don't smoke but I just need a break Told em if they threw me to the sky I'm still gone ask for space Head hurting always to the max cuz I be trying to think