Searching

I'm the one that told you better Tell me how you treat me like that If I did the same thing back then I know you wouldn't like that Finally got yourself together God, why I'm not excited Stop acting like we still united Cause you know we not united I'm still searching For the love For the love I don't know what just happened I know you was my distraction Tears falling where the napkins I'm at my limit like I'm maxing Got a question, baby, ask ten now I careless about your messages We not fuckin' who you sexin' that is not mine, I ain't trippin Tryna see why I still care I don't know men I don't got an answer You be tellin' me to contact you But it's hard when you barely answer Hard to break the news to you Baby girl, I got cancer, sike I lied I lied I just wanted you to answer I've been crying, got my head hurt I don't know I'm not perfect I'm that one that told you better Tell me how you treat me like that If I did the same thing back then I know you wouldn't like that Finally got yourself together God, why I'm not excited Stop acting like we still united Cause you know we not united I'm still searching For the love For the love God on my side, I cannot give up I been staring at myself in the mirror like, what I know He comin' I'm time he always be clutch Got my head down, but it gotta be up Got my faith in God, so I never give up To my future girl, baby girl, what's up I ain't even met you yet, but I know you enough I pray that I cherish you and show you all my love