Selfish Side

I got uh selfish side I talk to god, I told em help I can t be nice to guys I cried a lot when I was young sometimes I still be crying I save a penny so my mini me, can know I'm Wise I know sometimes I hate ta talk, so I just stay inside I been smiling all day so yeah, day think I'm fine It's sad ta say that every day you kinda slowly dying We all gotta destination, can't escape ya time Touch my daughter, shot ya hand i can't control my mind You raise em right and day do wrong that's how it is sometimes I been thinking to myself like how terrified I been overthinking hard like am I close ya god Ask me anything you want cuz I refuse to lie Kill my brothers kill me too it's like I gotta die Don't send no threat if you can't check it like it's verified Yo friend was nice and he got killed don't mean that he wit god I hate ta say but promise only god decides Like only got decides Told god just grab my wheel, I hate the drivers side Got the feeling in my gut, I hate I'm right sometimes Get the feeling my my Gut I got uh selfish side I talk to god, I told em help I can t be nice to guys I cried a lot when I was young sometimes I still be crying I save a penny so my mini me can know I'm Wise I know sometimes I hate ta talk so I just stay inside I been smiling all day so yeah, day think I'm fine It's sad ta say dat every day you kinda slowly dying We all gotta destination can't escape ya time Touch my daughter, shoot your hand I can't control my mind I put in effort all the time until I'm tried I've trying I wake up early in the morning to see dollar signs Say you struggle but you never worked no 9 ta 9 Just to spend your earned money on somebody child Put that money in ya savings, just to take it out I'm tried of helping can somebody come and help Me out Day call me selfish cuz I told I can't help now When this the people, I keep help, turn the life around Nobody care I had uh baby cuz day show me now Don't want no money from nobody I need time around I try ta ask em simple questions, day just runaround Day only cry and start ta I got uh selfish side I talk to god I told em help I can t be nice to guys I cried a lot when I was young sometimes I still be crying I save a penny so my mini me can know I'm Wise I know sometimes I hate ta talk so I just stay inside I been smiling all day so yeah day think I'm fine It's sad ta say that every day you kinda slowly dying We all gotta destination can't escape ya time Touch my daughter shot ya hand I can't control my mind