Tears

I've been worried about my son and his damn health My baby's breathing more important than some damn wealth I've been winning against the world by my damn self God the only one can do it I need some damn help This shit get harder as I get older, I'm a man, yeah Parole is over, ain't no more time on the damn shelf We don't cry man gangstas suck it up they damn self We deal with it and we just talk to our damn self We cry to our damn self Ayy, ayy, you know my A street niggas don't cry out in the open, man But gangstas still cry, man, you feel me Still care about shit, real talk Mama told me whatever you do to be the best at it So I'm tryna be the best trapper Been out the penitentiary six years, I'm on my next chapter New bitch so we ain't worried about no X-Factor I don't make as much money so it's less static Ayy, but I still gotta get this money Swear to Allah my mama just spent 20 bands and some change Nigga ain't no damn cappin On a brick that a nigga hit, don't want this damn package But square business, gave my bread back with no hassle No hesitation, don't play me Swear to God I ain't the one to play with, I'm crazy Niggas snitchin', ain't no way to save it, so slay him We all runnin' up this money, but who legs faster Still trappin' case yoll don't think I'm the best rapper Gotta eat, cause rap no guarantee In the barber shop, could only cry every time you stared at me I missed three hospital visits, shit ain't fair to me Feel like I need some therapy My son innocent, damn Allah, this ain't fair to me I don't know his condition, so this shit really scaring me Shit crazy, I only cry when niggas die, man Couldn't hold that shit back in the barber shop, but listen though No matter what nobody tell you, J'ceon Daddy here for life, I love you, son I've been worried about my son and his damn health My baby's breathing more important than some damn wealth I've been winning against the world by my damn self God the only one can do it I need some damn help This shit get harder as I get older, I'm a man, yeah Parole is over, ain't no more time on the damn shelf We don't cry man gangstas suck it up they damn self We deal with it and we just talk to our damn self, ayy It's crazy, you can know somebody for 40 years, man Now it switch up to you in your 30s, man That's life though, man Shit don't stay the same, but it is what it is, man Mama asked me, can we all be on the same page But me and you don't love the same way Talk behind my back and say you love me on the same day I miss you, but this relationship is some shit we can't save I'm gone, and I can't stay I wish I could But that's a lesson that life taught me Kaylee, I got everything that you done bought me DJ, I know that these procedures moving slowly On grandma Lee, this shit killing me softly, I see coffins I got psoriasis and that shit look awful Don't talk to Allah that much no more, I done lost it Retake my shahada, I ain't been praying often In these streets, you wanna raise then get up off your ass, nigga These niggas in snakes, you better cut your grass, nigga Remember Mexico with Esie eating burritos R.I.P. my brother, Mann, we shared a bag of Fritos Aint seen my nigga in a minute, so shout out to Gio Free my nigga GZ, damn, what's up with Bino Free my brother Fred, man, we used to cop a 50 block In the compound, for they tore that down, that was the spitty spot 01', the projects, we ain't need nothing extra Remember Wingfield on 40th, $2 special My bitch a dime, I cannot wait to bless you, won't stress you Happy place, I can't believe I met you One day, bae, man, I'ma marry you, and that's official Shout out to them niggas that fucked up and let me get you In this booth, I'm remembering the first time I kissed you Feel like the luckiest nigga alive when I am with you, how I get you Tongue out, since day one I met you, man You been sticking there with a nigga, man Keep being my peace, baby, 100 I've been worried about my son and his damn health My baby's breathing more important than some damn wealth I've been winning against the world by my damn self God the only one can do it I need some damn help This shit get harder as I get older, I'm a man, yeah Parole is over, ain't no more time on the damn shelf We don't cry man gangstas suck it up they damn self We deal with it and we just talk to our damn self